time does NOT exist - here's what's really happening in this Matrix 👁

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Of all the things that have control over us in this dimension, Time seems to take the front seat.

But does it exist or is it all an illusion? I dare say it is pure illusion. (I know what I know that I do not know)

Sometime last year, I induced myself into a deep state of meditation. It was a trance-like meditative experience. I was here but I wasn’t here.

I lay still on my bed, no longer aware of my physical environment as my consciousness had traveled beyond time.

I could hear my voice speaking out the words but I knew it wasn’t me who was talking. When I later came out of this meditative trance, I understood the voice speaking to be my future self. What you might sometimes call the higher self.

She was directing me back into a memory of my past from when I was 6 years old. It was the scene in which my so-called “Uncle” had me propped against the wall, driving his bulky fingers into the innocence of my frail 6-year-old body.

The voice speaking through my mouth was saying things like - “We clean up this memory now and we heal this wound..”

“Elohor, Elohor, you are safe now. This memory is transformed and the child is healed..”

“Elohor, Elohor…”

This was me lying on my bed in 2023, in a trance, speaking these words to my past self in the memory.

But I remember so very clearly when this event happened when I was six. After my “Uncle” was done fondling my little thighs and poking his fingers painfully in and out of me, he left me standing there in the deafening silence that had remained in his wake.

I remember so vividly as I stood there feeling shame and guilt wash over me, a voice suddenly boomed through the walls and ceiling of our house.

The voice called my name as if from the skies- “Elohor, Elohor…”

As a little six-year-old who had just been touched by a man, I was very afraid and believed it was God calling me. Certainly, God must have seen what had just happened and was calling me to judgment (No thanks to the scary believer movies we grew up on that messed with our psyche)

I remember being very afraid, running to the windows to see if it was my brother, checking in the rooms to be sure I wasn’t tricking myself. But I was alone in the house.

For many years after that, whenever that memory came to mind, I’d remember how the voice from the skies had called my name and how so afraid I was at the time.

Fast forward more than 28 years later, here I was, the future version of me, laying in bed in a trance, going back into the past to visit that memory and calling my name, “Elohor, Elohor.. we are healing this memory now and we…”

OMG!

Could it be, that the 6-year-old me back then was receiving the voice of the 35-year-old me from the future? Whaaaatt?

When I woke up from that trance, I had chills all over my body. I realized I had just experienced time in a brand new way and I could not contain myself. It was surreal. It was scary and delicious and just mind-blowing all at once.

Since then I have taken it upon myself to PLAY with time, to bounce around in and out of the past and future and of course, to be very intentional about the Present moment. I have been time-traveling “intentionally” and quantum-jumping all over the place.

But this is something we are all doing from moment to moment anyway. When you remember something, you’re time-traveling. When you visualize the future, you’re time-traveling. Except, our limited human mind likes to think of time as a straight line, which it is not.

Everything happens in the present moment. There is nothing that has been, or will be that does not come from now. It’s all Now. All time is now.

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In today’s episode of the Podcast, I want to share a few exercises to help you leverage this power that we have, to go back in the past and heal memories, change stories, and go into the future to create the life we want.

My friends, this is the power we have as time travelers in this human experience!